ONCE AND AGAIN

BACK TO LIVE THE SAME EXPERIENCEIt seems that everything in my life now is a constant "déjà vu" , because what I feel see and think sometimes it is repeated once and again so that I have the feeling of having lived that experience before.

Sometimes it is the same "mea culpa" for actions that I have made and I promised not to repeat again, I feel the same tired before the reality of every day, the same boredom to what is happening which is usually a relentless repetition of facts, ideas, actions, speeches or actions unrelated to me but that affects me again and again.

The human being of thousand years before only lived thirty or forty years optimistic, and I guess it was enough to make life essentially, they were born, grow up, be adults soon after , and die soon, only lived to have more children and be dead almost immediately.They lived their childhood, adolescence / youth / love with luck, and sooner than later they have children and very rarely grandchildren.He lived needed to continue to spread our species, it seems to be the goal of all living creatures that inhabit this planet.Today probably we live too much, we have enough time. We have enough time, those serving over fifty, to repeat and live experiences over and over again.

We return to take care of our children, grandparents and parents simultaneously, stability-instability, development-recession, relativism faith-backward progress, social gains-lost rights, freedom, repression, and so many of the values ​​certainly supposedly won through struggle and wars are now in question again as on decades later.It is sometimes tired, at least for me, and I feel some skepticism seeing repeated the cycles, live them again and again over a single lifetime.

And what is worse, to repeat the same mistakes that we promised not to commit once and again.  There is a sayin that said "a donkey does not stumble twice on the same Stone". Why humans stumble so often on that ssme stones?. Yes, that happens countless.I wonder:How many recessions since the 30sHow many social reforms.How many laws enacted by remedying our lives.How many wars past and present in so few years.The rights won and then lost.The list is endless.

All this living in the same own life.

And the feeling we live  the same story, that the script, is repeated once and again makesme feel that "deja vu" constantly.Yes, there are unrepeatable experiences in the life of any human being, and minethere .... few but selected and they will not ever repeat again.Falling in love, the first salary, the first and subsequent children, a trip with  theloved one, and some more facts ..... all that one some extent living may have lived.
 
Some more than others, of course, that depends on luck?The destination?Who knows?........In this world so dull and repetitive for people, like me, who have lived enough there something new that I love quite a lot, I like and want to learn about,..............
Computer, web, internet, social pages and everything that involves the multimedia world it is facinating.

Yes, this is new and I have never quite felt that the history of somehowtake other paths, for better or worse and that depend of us.
But at least for the computer world I do not feel that "deja vu" that re-living situations that I know I have lived years before.In some ways it's great, at least I do think so. 


emi